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  • Oct 28
  • United States
  • Deviant for 11 years
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Well not Quite a true sunny day but I will take what I get, Been Kind of sick, In fact I thought I was going to faint in class, not the best time when You're trying to learn CPR... That's cuz I have had only liquids for the last week....dropped 15 pound,  Still kinda sick, Doc's freaking me out about my tummy to stop eating normal food  But thats Like telling me to stop hiking *he did but I still climbed the 10th tallest peak in the great State of Washington!* ((((*hides cup of chilli*)))) Btw Throwing up sucks balls, Just so you know  but i know you do. Ughhh hate being sick I have found the BBC Sherlock, Let me tell you the Man playing Sh
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Thank you all for You Comment on my last Journal , I am generally a Happy person but with my family coming to live near me finally after 5 years of not seeing them and feeling like a "failure" I was down on myself. The days when I am "hate myself" is just that a day. I am optimistic to a fault and Hope is a Gleaming crystal wedged in my heart.  So when my dark day dose come it's hard and fast. Usually I can tell myself that everything is ok, and Distract myself with some new book or the latest UFO news * Yes everyone I am one of "Them" I also Look for Ghost and Big foot ^_~ *  or get in to one  of my deep day dreams and / or go online to one
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I am down on myself once more, I feel like I am pathetic for not losing more body mass. I look at my sister and mom who are beautiful thin and feel like nothing and no one will love me or even give me the time of day, I feel so alone. Alone in my crazy Ideals Alone in my romantic dreams Alone In my sex fantasy Alone with my body who one day I feel that i can love with and other day I stare at a knight want to cut it off. Why can't I love myself? Why can I see I am wonderful to and that I can bring any man to his knees. I love men who have tone bodies,  who don't even look my way, and I who have been told all my life that I am worthless
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Thanks for the fav
Thanks for the stopping by and faving!
Thanks so much for adding my photo [link] "Shake It Down Shake It Down Now" to your :+fav: collections.
Thanks so much for the :+devwatch: It's deeply appreciated.
Thanks for the fave! =D